The lost one

I´ve crucified my feelings, put them all away

(I´ve done so and now I cry)

and I don´t see any reason here that makes me stay

(if there were any, they are so far)

everything became yesterday

tomorrow is so high

I´m crumbling in my inner fight

my fight

I´ve been looking for the mirror, searching for my soul

(I don´t know what will I find)

my heart looks like a large, grey and empty hall

(I´m walking around the walls like blind)

I´ve lost myself and there´s no way

how I can be found

I´m looking for more light

more light

that was guiding me all the way

and now it is gone

I´m lost in deep inner night

soul night

soul night

lost fight

no light

just me

in vain

my brain

bears pain

for free

TORTHARRY - WHEN THE MEMORIES ARE FREE - 1994