Another day (down here)

I wake up breathing smog

I go on with eating dust

listen howl, a beaten dog

world made upon filthy lust

Early shiver, scratch with first yawn

and ease the pain with coffee n' smoke

sligthly killed by myself gazing into the dawn

together with me my memories awoke

Look back to my bed, where my last sin lies

turning with my pillow, smile on sleepy face

me, with steel cold sight, conceptulize

yet she's lost, I brought the maze

It's usual to look over things

close eyes, not face facts

this game protects us all

one better learns his acts.

A lost smile I look for in the crowd

to please my heart, feel fine

Wont hear you cry, they scream so loud

all that should not be, fault of mine.

Let you go, fingers slipped from my palm

water closed, with eyes you waved goodbye

dark deep tide though stayed calm

when it watched an angel die.

my world is not nice when I watch

eden's gates, long way gone

so little needed to get so much

a fine lullaby...and done.

do we really want to live forever

beyond death comes new kingdom?

dont we just fear the word never

to lose gained, vanish wisdom?

when i dream of a better place

an isle of peace, not chained down

it ends up with too much grace

thru the grey fog, I can't see the lawn

back to the place where I was born

cannot run, as we fear being naked

back to where it started, to stop mourn

got sick of this world, the holy grail, take it.

caught in filth eating up my own brain

struggling laws, mine and they wrote

For this sort of days, feel disdain

you're better off selling your vote.

In the end I lay down back for sleep

hope that night will take it all away

in dreams I might fall really deep

so that I stay laying, laying dead, at least for a day...